My suicide date 11/21/13. 11/20/13 will be 5 years since my grandma died and I wanna be with her. I’m to tired to live any longer. It gives me time to get everything together. I’m to far gone to be helped I’m sorry. I’m already collecting pills and they are sleeping pills. I’m sorry. If I have to live more than 2 months in my abusive fathers house ill kill myself sooner. #ana #anorexic #anorexia #blithe #suicide #suicidal #abused #grandma #5yrs #worthless #tired #pills #overdosed #OD #dying
I know your grandma wouldn’t want you to do this!
I’m sure there is more people then you think who care!
RELBOG THIS TO GET THIS GIRL HELP! For get about the kawaii Asian fashion and all for one second and actually try to save a life!
Don’t do it!! Even if you feel hurt now, things come and go away; it’s natural. Your pain and sadness will go away too! I know it, believe it.
Just think a little more, there surely are people who cares for you…
((I’m back.. and really wanna start an RP with any one of you guys… but I’m feeling real rusty and really not confident in my abilities and yeah.. If any of yo uwanna start an RP with me, go ahead and message me. It’d be cool… Plus, I promise, my writing will get better as it progresses! :x
((I got on here, excited to RP again for the first time in a while… but my problem is that I’m so… moldable… I can fit myself to RP any character I want, really, and I get so indecisive… and… gah, I’m sorry, guys… :( ))
He simply smiled widely and slipped the blade over her cheeks and spilled blood before tugging her hair harder and suddenly throwing her to the floor, away from him. “Next time… I won’t be the one handling you. Harley can be much worse… when given the right incentive..” He raised his eyebrows and looked down at her.
He shook his head calmly and in pseudo-shock. “No… no, no, no , no, no!… No..”
He suddenly snapped his hands forward and instantly had his blade in her mouth and her hair tugged and wrapped in the other hand. “You see… I like doing the dirty work myself… BY myself… Me…” He licked his lips and smiled widely. “What you offered was too easy… And frankly, this is fun.”
He suddenly took the knife from he mouth and placed it at her throat, sliding it across ever so lightly so that the metal kissed her skin.